YOU DIDNT SAY ANYTHING WRONG : )

OKAYH, THE FIRST THING I WANNA DO BEFORE I START UP OF WHAT YOU SAID..
LAUGH !!!!
* HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHXZ *
SERIOUSLY,
YOU WERE BLOODY HIGH !!!!

AND THE WORD THAT YOU USED THE MOST WAS ' BABY '
HAHAHXZ, SO FUNNY LARH...
" BABY, WHAT DID I DO TO U ?! "
" BABY, U NOE I LOVE U SOO MUCH "
" BABY, I MISS YOU BABY "
" BABY, YOU STUPID BABY "
" BABY, U REMEMBER THE TIME WHEN I WALKED ALL THE WAY TO UR HOUSE
   ON UR B'DAY AND GAVE U UR GIFT ?! "
" BABY, THE WAY U OPEN UR GIFT WAS SO CUTE BABY "

HAHAHHAXZ, EVERYTHING BABY, BABY, AND BABY ONI !!!
HAIZZ =.="

AND THEN CAN SAY YOU'RE DRUNK..
YOU WERE SLEEPING ON THE ROAD..

AND CAN CALL ME STUPID SUMORE !!!
HAHAHXZ...

ONE THING I HATED LARH..
U MADE ME CRY !!!
U STARTED RECALLING ALL THE MEMORIES...
I GT SO UPSET U NOE..

HAISSHH, 4GET BOUT THT LARH...

IM SOWIE OKIEE...
THX TO UR BRO..
AND THX FOR BEING DRUNK..
IT GET IT NW..
UNDERSTOOD !!!
HEHE : )

IM SOWIE AGAIN..

OWH, AND COME SKOOL ON MONDAY !!
DUN SLEEP AT HOME !!
I MAY NT BE THE FIRST TO WISH U ON UR B'DAY..
BUT I'LL KEEP U HAPPY AS I PROMISED : )

CHAOW : )



LOVE,
RIVA ^_^

IM BACK !! : )

ELLO HUMANZ !!! : )

IT HAS BEEN AGEZ SINCE I POSTED STUFFS ON THIS BLOG..

WELL, DUE TO TECHNICAL PROBZ, I HAD TO DEACTIVATE THIS BLOGGIE...

BUT NOW, SHORTIE IS BACK IN ACTION !!! HAHAHXZ..

NEWAYZZ,

I WANTED TO POST ON THIS BLOG BECAUSE..

YESTERDAY,

<3 1ST JULY 2011 <3

WAZ A MEMORABLE DATE FOR ME, WELL MAYBE FOR SUMONE ELZE TOO...

IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE A LOVE BLOOMED, HEHE : )

IT WAS THE FIRST TIME "SUMONE" DROPPED BY...

THE DATE WER IT ALL STARTED...

HMMM...

AMAZING LARH...

""~ WAZ AMAZING RECALLING MEMORIEZ

       ON DIZ SAME DATE LAST YEAR WAS WER EVERYTHING STARTED

       I FREAKING MISS U HUNNIE..WISH I CUD HEAR UR VOICE RITE NW ~""

OKAYH I MISS YOU TOO ASSHOLE !!! I ADMIT..

I WANNA TALK, BUT I DUN WANNA TALK !!! =P

I LIKE IT THIS WAY...

U NOE.. THE DISTANCE !!! 

HAHAHAXZ...

IM SOWIE...

I DUN WANNA START UP ANY NONSENSE RITE NW..

OH AND UH, TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF...

EAT MORE !!! KEEP GROWING AND I'LL KEEP SHRINKING !!

LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH, AND DIE !!!

* die coz u smoke too much =P *

HEE : )

OWH YA,

SUMONE WAZ SO CARING TODAY LARH..

CAME TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ALL...

HAHAHHAXZ,

JUZ KIDDIN' ONI...

JUZ WANTED TO REMIND YOU !!!

REMEMBER I SAID I'LL BE BACK...

U DIN FORGET WHY RITE ?!

C'MON LARH READ MY WHOLE BLOG ALL..

IM SURE U DO REMEMBER..

NO LARH, U FORGOT !! I NOE.. HEHE : )

NEWAYZZ, GO RECALL !!!

THAT TIME WEN I COME BACK..

DUN CHASE ME AWAY ALL AH...

LOL : )

GTG NOW ASSHOLE !!!

AHEM AHEM.. "KIDDO " =P

BUBYE ^_^

Love,

Riva ^_^

Togetha for 3 years ?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH !!!!

Wat the f**k laa ?!

This is so HILARIOUS...

He's fwens are like mailing me..

Telling me stuffs...

Hw nice to read la...

Fun !!!! xD

Getting a clear picture about that guy...

Thx guyz...

Since wen i was wit him ?!?!?!!?!?!

And 3 years ??!!

Hahahahaha.....

Bullshit laaa !!!!!!

He has to stop this nonsense laa...

He's making me laugh so hard that i can cry !!! : )

" Nice story telling daddy " LOL =P

Love,

Riva ^_^

OMG !!!!!!!!! ^_^

Its HIM !!!!
HIM.. HIM..HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Actually..Its his bro !!!
LOL : )
Gosh..
Chattin wit him rite now : )


Talking bout..
The latest news.. 
Hehe : )
Gossip Gossip sikit.. Hahahaxx 


Damn fun to chat wit him laa...
Enjoying over here....
I've heard about him a lot..
But he seems nice...
LOL : )


Pity his bro..
That jerk and his attitude la !!!!
No other work..
Cannot get a proper girl..
Wanna go around doin shits !!!!!


Ahh..Tak kisah laa...
Thats not the thing here...
The thing here now is that...
* Shhhhhhhhh * Secret !!!
LOL : )






Love,
Riva ^_^

Questions again !!!

I got a mail..
Saying " Can i ask u sumtin ? "
And I replied it of course...
I said.. " Yea..Sure !!! : ) "


And now..
Im waiting for the next question !!!
Ahhh..Wats it gonna be ?!


Reply..Reply..REPLY !!!!
He's killing me....


If he noes stuffs...
Im so gonna do sumtin about that IDIOT !!! =p
Newayzz...
I just hope its not that : /








Love,
Riva ^_^

Airplanes !!!

Love this song !!!

Hahaha..

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ?!

Hahahahxxx =P

Love,

Riva ^_^

Hummingbird Heartbeat - Katy Perry

Awesome laaa !!!!

Hahahaha...

Wat a song to hear =P

Love,

Riva ^_^

Dee !!! : )

* Dee *

Neva done that be4 !!!! 

HeHe : )

Purple Contacts !!!

So cool : )

Love,

Riva ^_^

A change !!!

There is gonna be total change in this blog.. 
A spring clean...
And some nice stuffs would be posted..
Instead of tht stupid same old nonsense !!!


Ish..Dun wanna talk about it..
Then i'll go all EMO and start crapping shits...


Newayzz..
Gonna get suggestion from ma peeps...
And post it rite here !!! Hehe : )


Remember :


A TOTAL CHANGE !!! : )




Love,
Riva ^_^

* Maniac * Amiteez * Addlez * Hexaz *

Maniac : The next group on FB !!!

Amiteez : Girly Gang !!! Ratchanaa...sindu...kavina..harena...and me !!! Plus... who eva else laa

Addlez : ME, HANU AND KAVERR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bff's foreva : )

Hexaz : The buddies foreva !!! Me..hanu, kaver, muge, jhana, and dana !!!!

Haizz=.="

Hw many groups laa...

Love,

Riva ^_^

Boots Babyy !!!!

Gawd !!!

Imma's fav u noe...

Would'ya look at that !!!!

Imma gonna get on of those.....

HeHe : )

Love,

Riva ^_^

Stupid me...Should have juz shut my mouth !!!

I shouldnt have thrown out those nice words at him...

He say stuffs..but so wat ?!

Notin's gonna happen aso...

Wat's the point ?!

I made my mistakes...

I regretted it...

I cried...

I apologized...

Did crazy stuffs all thinking tht it would be fine soon..

See see...

Whole thing getting worst oni..

So...

Might as well...

I juz do as i wish...

I dun have to care about stuffs !!!

Have fun..

Live my life...

Oh..and not to forget...

I dun have to bother being guilty ...

Hahahaha..Damn cun laa : )

Oh...why must i add him back ah ?!

For him to screw me up nicely izit ?!

Ish ish ish...Why would i want that ?!

I'll juz walk away la..Like he wanted me to...

Heard he wanna settle stuffs...

Neva mind la...

The more we try to settle..

The more we fight..

So.. Leave it as it is !!! =P

Seems way betta.....

If he wanna say out stuffs..let em' say laa !

I takan kisah pun =P

I've had enough of weeping and sobbing laaa

Not worth aso...

Why all these for sumtin thats neva gonna happen ?!

No need to waste time in all these..

Got so much betta things to do in life !!!

Finally...

My senses are back !!!

It took a long vacation..and left me in this nonsense !!!

Haizzz =.="

FEELING AWESOME RITE NOW !!! ^_^

Love,

Riva ^_^

Cracked into my thick head !!!

Seriously...

Im living for myself...

Why would i wanna care what others say ?!

First thing : They're not gonna live wit me till' my life ends..

Second : Who r they to me ?!

Third : Its my life..and its my wish !!! 

So..I've made mistakes...

I've apologized...

Notin worked..

Hu cares ?!

I live my life laa....

Hahahah..This is so awesome !!!!

All thx to my DADDY !!! Hehe : )

I realized it afta daddy said it...

Hmmmm...It is TRUE !!!

Love,

Riva ^_^

HORSE LAUGH !!! xD

aiyooo..so sad...dnt lah half dead...blueeekkkk...hahax..lolzzz...
shorrtieee2....eeehahahahahaha






See that laugh ppl ?!
Its the latest HORSE LAUGH !!!
By my DADDY !!!!
Hahahahahaha....


New name actually : )








Love,
Riva ^_^

Wat an advice la =P

hehe...:D...sryy...newayzz...i knw lah..u got lotzaa HWAT GUYZ WAITIN 4 u..bt beta dnt lahh...gt PMR summore..beta focus kayzz..
dnt repeat d same ting again..learn 4rm ur mistakezz...lolz (SO CALLED ASSHOLE ADVISING)..hahax...hu carez...juz hv fun lahh...
v missed alott of fun tingzz coz of diz crap..so ITZ TIME @ ENJOY UP 2 D MAX...lolzz...i mean it..BETA TAKE D ADVISE O I"LL KICK UR SO CALLED SMALL ARSE...hahax...






Okayy DADDY !!!
I'll take ur advise ...
LOL xD
Newayzzz....
Ur rite.. we missed a lot of fun !!!
Hmmm...
There is still time laa...
Let PMR over...
Hahahahaha...
U noe im juz saying this rite...
I dun even noe if i dare to do it !!!
Hahahaha..Major chicken here !!!
All ur training oni..Thats y im a huge chicken now !!! jK jK
And ya la..so called small arse !!! Hw many times do i have to tell u eh ?!
Haizz =.="
Susah laa...
Newayzz..Gud luck !!!






Love,
Riva ^_^

Single and ready to mingle !!!

Hahahahaa...

Now i can say that im SINGLE proudly...

Dont have to use that stupid line.. " Its complicated laa "

LOL !!! xD

But...

PMR laaa

Hw ah ?!

Haizz =.="

No time for HAWT GUYZ : (

Hehe..

No laa... 

thats not gonna be a distraction..

I still can have fun while i concentrate on my studies !!!

Rivarthini Cheliyen is a professional in that !!!

Hahaha.. prasan mode activated !!!! LOL : )

Newayzz..

Got so many on my list laa...

I can list it down..But damn malas =P

Should i go for it or should i juz wait and go with the flow ?!?!?!

Hmmmmmmmm....

See la how ?!

I did think about being single till' SPM !!!

But that feels stupid...

It would feel like i have not moved on !!

Why would i want that ?! =p

I rather live my life !!!

And so... i've decided to......

*SUSPENSE*

Love,

Riva ^_^

Betta !!! : )

Thx for the mail..

No, seriously..

THX !!!

Coz..

Afta readin it...

I noe wat to do...

Its kinda funny u noe..

U said u'd neva help and why should u and stuffs...

And u can actually say such in ur mail...

Not bad ah u =P

And i reli enjoyed reading it..

Coz..usually..our mails would be filled with nice words and arguments..

This time..well actually afta a long time..

A friendly mail...

The last was wen we were suppose to stop everything temporarily...

LOL!!! xD

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Neva mind..

Thats not the thing now...

Came all the way here to say THANK YOU !!! Hee : )

Love,

Riva ^_^

u read my blog.. GOOD !

U THINK THAT HE'S A BETTA GUY FOR ME ?!?!?!?!!

WOW..

AHHH....

I TAK KISAH LA..

U ASKED TO GET LOST

AND I DID..

PROUD OF IT !!!!

I NOE IT HURTS WEN I SAID THT IF I'VE NEVA MET U .. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTA WITH HIM..

I'VE SAID MORE STUFFS OUT OF ANGER LAA..

IM JUZ SO FREAKING FED UP WITH MY LIFE...

FED UP OF APOLOGIZING..

FED UP OF ASKING FOR HELP..

EVEN FED UP OF POSTING NONSENSE ALL LAAA.....

HAIZZ =.="

BLOGS GOTTA BE INTERESTING NOT BORING !!!

AT LEAST..I DUN HAVE TO WASTE MY TIME EXPLAINING TO U... WHY WOULD U EVEN WANNA HERE ?!

I SHOULD'VE KNOWN WEN U SAID U FORGIVE ME WITH ALL UR HEART.. IT WAS JUST WORDS FROM U... 

NEWAYZZ...

LET BYGONES BE BYGONES

PAST IS PAST !!!

NOTINS GONNA EVA BE BACK..

GOTTA STRIKE FOR SUMTIN NEW NOW !!!

BUT FIRST.. PMR !!!

HAHAHAHAHAA......

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^

Kavina and Harena !!!!! Hee : )

Riva : Kavina.. say sumtin..
Kavina : ME ?! o.0
Harena : U la.. hu else ?!
Riva : HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA... lol : )
Kavina : Whats so funny ???
Harena : Its very very very funny !!!
Riva : Eh seriously la.. say sumtin !!!
Harena : * pulls kavina hair *
Kavina : DONT TOUCH MY HAIR !!!!
Riva : Hahahaha... * non stop laughing oni *
Kavina : * rolls on floor laughing  *
Harena : 8 rolls...
Riva : Haahahaa...* again *
Kavina : NO no.. R...O..L..L..not ..O
Harena : Ahh...Ah.. Wat happened ?! * laughs *
Riva : Notin..
Kavina : * blurr * * then.. * HARENA IS BEING MAD !! =p
Harena : IM not mad..
Riva : My ass...
Kavina : * giggles * 
Harena : * tension patti * * whacks riva * * strangles riva * * jumps up and down * Eh u neva put 
                  the double dot...
Riva : *types wrongly... *
Kavina : Put..not " but "
Harena : * laughs * LOL : )
Riva : wats next ?!
Harena : u laa.. start !
Kavina : Ur name...
Riva : Oh...
Harena ; * smiles * y .. wat happened ?!
Kavina : * giggles *
Riva : u read my blog means u'll laugh la.. first love story..then emo..then another love story..then 
            emo..then suddenly happiness !!!
Harena : Write tht...
Kavina : Im so blurr
Harena : Its a gay's name...
Kavina : Ohh
Riva : I read ur mind...
Harena : * giggles * Gee Hee : ) * jumps up and down *
Kavina : * YAMWNS....*Sleppy laaaa
Riva : go sleep laaa
Harena : hw to sleep laaa ?!
Riva : come i teach u...
Kavina : Noty Noty !!!


* phone rings *..


Riva :  *answers fon * Hello...Oh hi Kaver !!! Call her now ?? Haizz =.=" Okayy OKayy !
Harena : Who's tht ?
Kavina : * stands blurrly *
Riva : Kaverrna called...
Harena : OHH...Kavina blurr kes
Kavina : OUCH !!!
Riva : dunno hu hu all gonna view this blogg...
Harena : hahaha... very funny ..
Kavina : HUH ?! O.0 * blurr again *
Harena : seriously one blurr kes la this one..
Kavina : 'k' laa....
Harena : 'k' laa..
Riva : Ohhh.. Hahaha ! * blurr *
Kavina : * faints *
Harena : * calls 911 *
Riva : is it 911 or 999 ah ?? I aso forgot .. Hee : )
Harena : Gah.. Dunno laa
Kavina : i alredi fainted and got concious long time ago..and u guyz r discussing about hu to call ?! 
               U guyz should have call your bf one shot laa.. Stupids !!! Country fruit !!!! Blooooody
               FOOLS !!!
Harena and Riva : * laughing their asses off *




Riva... Kavina... and Harena said :          LOL !!!!!!! XD 






END OF THIS COMPLICATED CONVO !
P.S. Harena ended with a sneeze !!!!










LOVE ,
RIVA...KAVINA...AND HARENA !!!! ^_^

I wanna draw this !!!! Hee : )

                                                

                                                   So cantik laa this one !!! Hehe : )
                                                    Imma gonna draw this thingy !!!
                                                    


                                                                    Love,
                                                                    Riva ^_^

Imma gone DREADLOCKS !!!

Love,

Riva ^_^

Free as a bird !!! : )

This feels awesome !!!
I dun have to care about anyone..
A lil' hurt laaa..
But notin compared to the pain i had be4 this...
So, hu cares ?!


Now..
I can do as i want..
No one to stop me...
I'll be able to do anything i want without feeling guilty..
Coz babyy..
I DONT CARE !!!


Hahahahahaa....
The best part is...
THERE ARE MANY FISHES IN THE SEA !!!!!!!


But tht..
Im still having second thoughts....
So maybe...
MAYBE.. I wont go for another fish....
LOL : )
Got enough edi..Nice nice pangkat all aso i got..
Betta not..
Juz stick wit my close ones..
And live my life !!!!


Gawd..
Im juz feeling so hyper rite now !!!
I must have taken SUGAR !!!
* MY LIPS LIKE SUGAR * hahahaa.. Random : )
No no no... COFFEE !!!! 
No no no no no no NO !!!
Its  just me...
Im too happy !!!
Oh yea..
ITS ME !!!
ME ME AND JUST ME !!!!!








Love,
Riva ^_^ 

I dont need you !!!

Look...
U may be my FIRST LOVE
But that its not a big thing to me..
U told me to get lost..
And i will..
I'll neva come into ur life anymore...
Coz i noe..
U dun deserve a bitch !!!
I knew u were neva gonna get over of wat i've done..
But i dont care anymore laa..
Im juz fed up..
Each time we chat..
U juz tend to bring up the whole topic and hurt me..
Why would i want tht ?!
No way im needing this nonsense laa...
So...
Have fun !!!!








Love,
Riva ^_^

No more ***** !!!

When i spoked to u on the fon..
I realized sumtin was different..
Well,
Actually everything seemed different...
Coz... " THINGS ARENT THE SAME ANYMORE "
Wateva laa...


It was ur voice la deyh...
Ur growing up..
Hahaha !
Sounds a lil' odd....
* Ahem Ahem *


And now..
I cant call u that anymore...
Haizz =.="
Need to get another name for ya big boy...




P.S. Doesnt mean i would stop calling u tht !! =P






Love,
Riva ^_^

Sowwiee :'(

What more can i say 

All these mistakes that i have done 

I have to pay

Before everything's gone

Look into my eyes

And u'll see what its like

u'll hear the cries

and u'll know how it feels like

I know your're a human

U cant take much

Im also a human

But i want to take all that much

Im just a girl

But i dont want to be just one

I want to be a different kind of girl

Like how i used to have fun

Im sorry

Love,

Riva ^_^

Plzzzzzz :'(

Kiddo...
Vathini here...
Chill okayy...
Why r u doing this ???
Its not like we're gonna get togetha...
I told u..
But its not a big thing now..
We both dun care about it..
We r juz best buds..
And our whole focus is on PMR now..


Plzz....
Dun do anything stupid....
Its juz a waste of time kiddo...
Im not posting this to make u mad...
Or to hurt u...
I juz wanna let u noe...
And i dunno hw would u take this...


Plzz stop calling okayy..
The fon is not there..
My parents took it and hid it...
No one is able to answer any calls...
The line is not connected to the fon..
It oni rings...
And plus..
No one is at home...
Oni me and my maid..
y r u telling matt tht my bro juz picked up the fon ??
they went out alredi...


Haizz =.="
That doesnt matter now...
My mom is thinking tht its matt and u who's calling all the time...
And now..she's asking me to stop everything wit matt...
Becoz of that.. i had a fought wit her...
Every single day.. Definitely we both will have to argue..Its alwiz like tht..
And now... I got to noe wat kinda impression she has on me..
She juz tend to spit it out juz now...
And it reli hurts..
Im trying to end everything.. But i cant...
U guyz gotta work with me...
Plzzzzz
And now...
Afta reading this...
If u'd say u dun care...
I juz cant do anything anymore..
I'll have to deal it myself...


But plss...
At least stop calling....
Im begging u..
U used to stay that this begging thing is not gonna work...
and im nt keeping that in mind rite now...
So plzzzzzz..... Im reli begging u !!!!


:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(










Love,
Vathini :'(

Stupid Blog

This blog turns out to be a really stupid one !!!

I myself get annoyed looking at it !!!

Everything full of EMO stuffs and nonsense....

Argh ! Juz so fed up laa...

Wouldnt it be way betta if i could juz ignore it...

Well...

Ignorance is the best medicine....

Maybe once in a while post EMO stuffs can laa.. 

But all the time makes it very boring...

No thrill and fun in reading this damn blog !!!

And now...

The Blog

would be filled with FASHION UPDATES !!!

Woohoo...

Hehe : )

Love,

Riva ^_^

Take A Bow...

Oh, how about a round of applause?
Yeah, standing ovation? Ooh, oh yeah
Yeah y-yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You?re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talking? 'bout, ?Girl, I love you," "You?re the one"
This just looks like a rerun
Please, what else is on?

Don?t tell me you?re sorry 'cause you?re not
And baby when I know you?re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Oh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
(Goes to you)
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause?
A standing ovation?

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
Now it?s time to go, curtain?s finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it?s over now
(But it?s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

Love,

Riva ^_^

Peter Pan : )

I dun wanna grow up...
I wanna stay as a girl and have fun...
I wanna go on an adventures...
Fly in the air with glimmering glitters around me...
Have a fairy of my own...
Fight pirates...
Hop on clouds...
Take a peep at mermaids during midnight...
Have the weirdest imaginations...
Tell stories...
Act like a mother to boys...






Take me with you PETER PAN !!!






Love,
Riva ^_^

Used to call it The Wateva Life !!!

Cant handle this any longer...
This pain i release out of anger...
It doesnt make me any stronger...
Im growing weaker...


Time changes everything...
It cant be neither interesting...
Nor thrilling...
Just horrifying...


Im full of glumness...
Full of sadness...
Living in sorrowness...
Cant help the madness...


All i needed was something rare...
And everything i had went out of care...
It seemed so bare...
But i felt the despair...


This dejection...
U can see no reaction...
A pain of inattention...
Shows its all reflection...


Here alone, waiting...
Just hoping...
Keep praying...
For everything...


We could see the glory...
If u could just let it slip of your memory...
We would live in love full of purity...
That there's nothing to worry...


It was just me and you...
U'll say I LOVE YOU...
And i would look at you...
Telling you how much i love you too...








This poem means a lot to me..
I dont noe if ur gonna understand me afta this...
But it doesnt matter much...
Cause all i want rite now...
IS UR HAPPINESS !!!!










Love,
Riva ^_^

Dooriyan :'(

That Drawing..
Those words...
From that song...


I cant take any of this...
And i finally realized that im the one who is making up all these...
Im the reason for all these PAIN !!!


I've made up my mind...
And i wanna make this the LAST DECISION...
Hurting sumone and being happy wit another is nt wat i want !!!
Im juz gonna leave everything !!!!
I'LL LEAVE MY WHOLE LOVE LIFE !!!!
I dun wanna fall in LOVE eva again...
Coz i would juz end up hurting ppl... : (


This FUCKING hurts !!!!!!
And i hate this shit....


Matt...
Im so sorry for hurting u and i noe that u were very hurt about it !!! :'(
Im a FUCKING BITCH laaa....




Kiddo...
Im sorry for everything i've done !!!!
I've hurt u too all these while...


This is how it should go...
Way betta !!!!
In this way...
No one has to worry about anything...
Its all over...




Decided so :'(








Love,
Bitch :'(

If I Were A Boy : (

At least, U'll know...
That this is how it was...
Im nt blaming u...
But...
I juz dun have any idea on wat im doin..
All i noe is, its rite...










Love,
Riva :'(

It reli hurts !!!!

GAWD...
MY ARM HURTS LIKE HELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cant lift it up....
The pain was awesome...
But too painful that I CRIED !!! :'(


Best part was....
Wen i was getting it...HE WAS THERE !!!!
And wen he was getting it.. I WAS THERE !!!!
Hahahaha... aweosme rite ?! I noe I noe.. Chehh.....
Hehe : )




Newayzz...Back to the INJECTION !!!
Rite...
My arm is freaking swollen...
Damn bloody pain laaaa :'(
I cant do my exam properly aso..
Put my whole arm on the table for 5 mins aso.. It'll start aching like shit !!!
Argghhh !!!!


Hope it gets well soon laa.... Wanna go out and have fun during the holidayzz....
Go swimming..Badminton.. Jogging....SUNWAY PYRAMID !!!!!!
Aaahhhh... My shopping paradise : )










Love,
Riva ^_^

YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and me : (

Im so sowie...
But i could neva admit that to u face to face....
It was all a mistake... 
And u noe hw much i regret it !!!


At least, try to understand that without u at that moment..
I was LOST : (
It was not like i enjoyed doing it or wat so eva shit okayy...
He was there to comfort me...
I was heartbroken wen i got to noe u had done such..
But u say its nt true....
If u could juz see the whole picture of it...
That it was all a small misunderstanding...
Though it led to huge mistakes...


Mistakes happen...
And i regret my whole life on it !!! :'(
I noe that u were hurt about this..
I am too...
Still not over it....


I noe that i was extremely stupid and BITCHY !!!
To me... Tht was the most awful thing that eva happened in my life...
Im so sorry !!!!!!!!
I noe a sorry is nt enough...
But being frens wit u rite now...
Heals everything !!!






Love,
Riva ^_^

Hahahahahaahahahahaaa !

Wat can i say ????
Haizzzz =.="
I dunno if u prasan soo much or ur juz coming up to conclusions.....


BUT WHO CARES RITE ?!
EVERYONE'S FED UP OF EVERYTHING WE'RE DOING...
THEY JUZ DONT APPRECIATE IT AND BLA BLA BLA...
THATS WAT ITS ALL ABOUT...
AND IT NEVA ENDS..


I juz didnt trust u..
It was so freaking hard for me to trust a guy like u !!!
And say wateva u want....
Im not gonna call u anything..
Im nt gonna say anything about u...
Im juz gonna walk alone on my own path....


Being frens wit u would be nice but guezz thts not the way things r gonna go..
Maybe it shouldnt afta everything thts happened....
Juz have to leave it as it it....








Love,
Riva...

ISKL WALKATHON !!!!!!

I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE WALKATHON LAAAAA !!!!!

Ish Ish Ish..... Damn excited weyh....

Can Run.... Can Walk.... AND CAN GO GREEN !!!

Hee : )

Me and my lil' cousin sista.... MERRISHA !!!!

Gawd... the next hawt mama in my family !!!!

Geez : )

Love,

Riva ^_^

PLAY IT WELL !!! : )

ITS FUN PLAYING IN SUCH A GAME !!!!

ON THE OTHER SIDE.. IT HURTS KNOWING THAT U DID THAT !!!

BUT I DUN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT !!! 

UR LIFE.. UR LIFE !!!!

MINE IS MINE !!!

I HAVE A LOT TO ADMIT AND CONFRONT

I DUN MIND...

AS LONG AS ITS U THATS GOTTA FAIL IN THIS !!!

I MADE UP MIND AND IT CHANGED ME A LOT...

FORM TOMORO ONWARDS...

U'LL SEE A DIFFERENT ME !!! : )

AND IM HAPPY THAT I DONT HAVE TO HURT ANY INNOCENT PPL...

LOVE,

Riva ^_^

Happy Running !!!

Kiddo.....
Run like the wind !!!
No distractions...
Stay focus on the track...
Most important thing... HAVE FUN !!!!


MSSD Runners... Good luck guyzz !!!!
Dun run so fast....Dun strain urselfs...
Hehehehe : )




Kiddo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good Luck Bunnie : )
Hee : )






Love,
Riva ^_^

My Essay !!!

Turned out so well weyh...


Ended it as " .. we said our goodbye and went our separate ways"


The tittle is : A Rienzz's Love Story : )












Love,
Riva ^_^

Pizza Story !!!

I went do to the dining hall...
Sat down...
And was so freakin' happy to see pizzas on the table !!!


I was eating nicely...
Andd all of a sudden...
The whole pizza box dropped and the whole pizza fell off the ground !!!!
Gawd...
I tell u...
The scolding i gt from my parents was like Sh*T
Haizzz =.="
Small mistake aso they wanna make it a big thing !


I didnt eat afta that...
Was so pissed !!!
Still starving....
But i dont care !!!! =P
Get gastric pain... Suffer !!! AND DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh... That'll be so nice !
I wouldnt have to live this useless life : )


Argh !
Juz so fed up la : (
Nvm..
Damn bloody lazy wanna talk about it !!!!
So i'll juz shut up and finish this stupid post !!!!!






Love,
Riva ^_^

Lost : (

U noe wat ?!
Im juz gonna ignore this stuffs....
Leave it aside....
And im so gonnna HAVE FUN : )


Im alwiz feeling confused about this craps n' stuffs !
It'll be way betta if juz ignored it...
I wouldnt have to worry about anything or anyone !!!
Thats the best thing of all laaa =P


Dunno wat kinda love life is this aso !!!
Such a roller coaster ride !!!
Dayumn laa : (


Now...
Im gonna have to write an essay for the Essay Writing Competition...
School Language Week !!!
Haizz =.="
Im so gonna write about my love life laa.....


And i'll end with....
"... we said our goodbye and went our separate ways "


Yupp : )
Thats wat im gonna do !!!!


Hee : )










Love,
Riva ^_^

Fear : (

I seriously dunno wats gonna happen...

Sumtimez u sound like ur gonna take revenge..

Then u would sound like u wanna help me...

Afta tht...U sound like ur freaking pissed..

Then ur so damn freakin sad ...

Ur mood swings r worst than a girl's u noe !!!

And its freaking me out...

Im shivering wondering wat ur gonna do !!!

I juz hope its not gonna distract me from anything or make me loose sumtin !!!

* Keeping my fingers crossed *

* My eyes closed *

* Imagining the sweetest things *

And everything's gonna be fine !!! ^_^

Love,

Riva ^_^

I MISS U PPL !!!

Missing :

Hanusyah

Jacky

Jhana

Kaveta

Vikashini

Yaarshen

Matt

Raymond

Kaverrna 

And more of them..... Haizz =.="

: (   : (    

Love,

Riva ^_^

4 March 2011

Mr.Fart,


Happy B'day !!!!!!!!!!!
Hope u enjoyed ur chocolate !!!
And ur soo generous laa.....
Sharing ur chocolates wit ur fwens all !!
Haahahaha !!! : )






Love,
Riva !!!

Pikkey !!! Hee : )

Juz thought of thiz..

All of a sudden : )

Love,

Riva ^_^

                                                        

Kiddo : )

Ello Kiddo !!!!!!!
Sowie i buat tak tahu weneva i see u in skool....


Nowadayzz very bz laaa.....
And nt wit **** okayy...
Bz wit life !!
U noe rite ?!
Hw bz i m normally...
Loads of ppl to entertain and stuff....
Hahaah !
No laaa...
Me and my crap !


Newayzzz.... Hw r ya eh ?!
Hope ur doin fine....
And make sure u smile okayy !!!!
Ask every1 to smile...U pula dont smile at all...
Haizz =.="
Susah laaaa =P


Ohhhh and plzzzzz dont say we're dating !!!!
Paweeez : (
We're juz fwens okayy...
And keep tht fon of urs to urself...
Y does Muthu have to play tht song eh ?!
The.... The.... Ah !
The TUJHE BHULA DIYA song...
One more time i hear tht song...
Haizz...
I dunno wat i'll do laaa =P


U noe rite !!!
Small is Powerful....
And dun play play with the GREAT shortieee u noe !!!! * so called great shortiee laaa =P *
Taiko Riva : ) * anotha prasan case here *
HAHAHAHAAH !
Hilarious...


Oh and uh...
Wat did u do to ur hair ?!
U destroyed it again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh ! No other work laaa u....
Appreciate laa wit wat u have !!!
=P


K... Im starting to talk a lot edi...
I betta go now !!
Or nt...
I'll start laa..
MY CRAPS AND STUFFS : )
Hehe...




Bubye Kiddo : )
Tc okayy....
And..
SMILE PLZZZZ =P






Love,
Riva ^_^

Sexy Iva !!!

Now Would u look at tht lips ?!

Gawd !!!!

=P

Me Me and Me !!! 

HeHe : )

Taking a peep at the ceiling !!!

LOL : )

L.O.V.E

Again and Again And Again !!!

Im way in LOVE !!!

Haizzzz =.="

NOW THIS IS WAT I CALL HAWT !!!

SMOKIN' HAWT ACTUALLY !!!

HEHE : )

I NOE I PRASAN A LOT...

BUT ITS MY NATURE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHA....

NO LAAA

IM JUZ ADMIRING MYSELF TOOOO MUCH !!!!!!

HEE : )

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^