Sexy Iva !!!

Now Would u look at tht lips ?!

Gawd !!!!

=P

Me Me and Me !!! 

HeHe : )

Taking a peep at the ceiling !!!

LOL : )

L.O.V.E

Again and Again And Again !!!

Im way in LOVE !!!

Haizzzz =.="

NOW THIS IS WAT I CALL HAWT !!!

SMOKIN' HAWT ACTUALLY !!!

HEHE : )

I NOE I PRASAN A LOT...

BUT ITS MY NATURE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHA....

NO LAAA

IM JUZ ADMIRING MYSELF TOOOO MUCH !!!!!!

HEE : )

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^

Mr.Matt : )

Mr.Matt Is....Is...Is... a GUY laaa  : )

And after a long time...
He's back in action !!!
Talking to me !!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh...
I tell u...
I was so freaking happy.....
Like i dun feel so lifeless anymore..
But it doesnt mean that i was bored with ppl around me or wat.....
Its juz tht.....
Its different laa......


But we're oni talking like " HI" and " BYE "
Thats all : (
Notin more laa...
But we do talk on the fon ! : )
Afta a long time...
we finally spoke on the fon..
And it was very odd....
There was an awkward silence at one part...
HeHe : )


And i gt so.. i dunno !!!
I felt so awful...
All of a sudden !
And i was like " i gtg... Bubye "
Dayumn... i shut the fon !!!!
Haizzzz... HeHe : )


But...
It was so normal...
And its nt like hw it was lastime....
Where we were like so... I dunno  laa !!!
Cant reli describe it.....


Plus everyone's saying tht we're gonna get togetha soon....
But i dun reli see it...
I've made my mistakes...
And im sure it takes time for him to get over it...
He was hurt !!!
I knew that...
But i was stuck laa...
Damn blurr !!!!!
Haizzz =.="


Past is past.....
Notin can be done !




at least im Happy now....
I have my fwens....
My SWEET MEMORIES !!!!
HAHAHAHAA : )
Its nice living wit em..
And yea.. sumtimes PAIN .....
Its awesome laaa !!!!
Juz love it ^_^






Love,
Riva ^_^

QUESTIONS

SERIOUSLY...
NOWADAYZZ....
BEING QUESTIONED IS A TERRIBLE HEADACHE !!!


AND WEN A TOUGH QUESTION COMES UP...
GOSH...
ITS WAY HARD TO ANSWER I TELL U !!!


LIKE :


***** OR ****** ??!!!


HAIZZ.... =.="
SUSAH LAAAA.........


I PANIC REDI U NOE.....
COULD HEAR MY HEART BEATING SO FAST AND LOUD !!!!
DUB DAB DUB DAB DUB DAB !!!
HEHE : )


BUT SERIOUSLY...
I DUN HAVE BOTH OF EM' IN MIND !!!


IM AS FREE AS A BIRD !!!!!!
HEE : )


NOW I GET IT Y PPL SAY SINGLE IS THIE BEST....
HMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!
LOL : )








LOVE,
RIVA ^_^

HYPER = HAPPINESS !!!

IVA SO FREAKIN HYPER NOWADAYZZ...DUNNOE Y LAA !!!!!

DANCING DURING MATHS CLASS.....

EATING THE WHOLE TIME...

DOIN KUNG FU MOVES LAAA.....

TALKING CRAP LAA...

SUCKING FINGER LAA......

THIS LAAA... 

THAT LAA...

ALL THE LAA LAAA LAA...

HEHE : )

Juz so happy laa...

can smile non stop !!!!

I'LL KEEP SMILLING

IT DOES KEEP U GOIN..

AND THATS GOOD....

HEE : )

LOVE,

Riva ^_^

BIGGIE BRO !!!

THIS IS CALLED THE " BROTHER FEELING "
HEHE : )
MY BRO... VISHALLAN !!!
LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH !!!! ^_^
THOUGH HE'S KINDA ANNOYING...BUT HE ENTERTAINS ME A LOT !!!

I LOVE MY ABANG !!!!

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^

HairCut Pics !!!

RIVA !!!

RIVA !!!

RIVA !!!

RIVA !!!

RIVA !!!

FINALLY....

GOSH !!!

ME LOVEY DOVEY THIS PIKCHA !!!

LOVE,

RIVA !!!

^_^

PPL R JUZ CHANGING.....

Why is everyone changing ?!
Well for Good is okay....
But for Bad...I dunnoe !!!!
Maybe..They have to... Changing for bad is for good !!!
HeHe : )

Maybe i aso wanna change....
Hmmmmm.....
Is it :
-good
-too good
-50 50
-too bad
-bad

Maybe 50 50 laaaaaaaaa.......
But depends aso....
Hee : )

See laa hw....
I'll change slowly.....



Love,
Riva ^_^

A WALK TO REMEMBER !!!

Last nite...

there were COUPLES....

Holding hands and walking and flirting wit each other.....

Even my fwens were walking wit their love !!!

I was like admiring this couple....

They're my age...both of em'

And they were walking togetha the whole time..

It was so sweet looking at them..

I remember walking wit my love...Well actually both of em' came to my mind.....

The first was during merentas desa !!!! And many more...

And the other one was to the PLAYGROUND....

I still remember...

Wen i walked away for sum reason...

I came back and i coudnt find THE PERSON...

I was like so freaking scared......

But finally.... THE PERSON appeared....

Thanked god at tht moment....

HeHe : )

It did kinda HURT recalling this stuffs while i was praying...

But i had to let go of it...

And my fwens would have killed me for putting long faces.....

Nowadayzz....

I walk alone !!!

My own way....

Its kinda boring.....

BUT HU CARES ?!

Coz all i have to is....

STUDY STUDY STUDY AND STUDYYYYYYYY ONI !!!!

Haizzz =.="

But being with my fwens was FAMAZING laaaa.....

Especially the part where i called MUGE using his dad's name...

Without realizing his dad was rite beside me !!!
Hahahahahahahahahaxxxx XD !!!

His dad was smiling at me oni...

Had to say sry..

But he knew that we call each other by our sir names !!!!

So...NO BIGGIE ^_^

Oh and suffered pulling the rope... The chariot was so F-HEAVY !!!!!

And guezz wat ?!

I WALKED BARE FOOTED TILL THE TEMPLE !!!!!

My legs r still swollen....and its aching like hell....

Though the pain is so FAWFUL.... I ENJOYED IT !!! ^_^

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^

HAIR DO !!!

I SO RELAK ONI GO AND SIT IN THE SALON AFTA LUNCH.....

CUT HAIR....

IRON IT....

AND NOW...

DAMN FREAKIN' HAWT !!!! 

CHEHH..........

HEHE : )

i noe i prasan like SH*T

=P

BUT ITS LIKE SUPER STRAIGHT AND FAWESOME !!!

TOOK A LOT OF PICS....

UPLOADING IT RITE NW.....

TAKING SOO LONG LAA..

THATS Y WHILE WAITING .. I BLOGGIE !!!! ^_^

BUT NOWADAYZZ BLOGGING ASO BECOMING A BOSAN CASE !!!

HAIZZ  0(=.=)0

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^

FESTIVAL !!!

                        THE TEMPLE FESTIVAL IS SO DAMN FREAKING AWESOME !!! MANY OF THEM GT TRANS AT THE TEMPLE LAST NITE... SCARY BUT FUN !!! TONITE... PLAN TO WALK WIT MUGE, DANA, JHANA, KAVER, MUGESH, SINDU, HARENA, AND MORE OF THEM... ITS GONNA BE LIKE BATU CAVES TONITE !!! HEHE : ) WE'LL BE GOIN AROUND THE WHOLE KOTA KEMUNING I GUEZZ...... THATS GONNA BE LIL' TIRING !!!

                        I STILL CANT FORGET HW SANGKARA DANCED ALL THE WAY TO THE TEMPLE WIT KAVER'S UMBRELLA !!! HAHAXX..... MUGE AND HIM WAS DANCING ACCORDING TO THE URMI MELLAM BEAT !!! AND KAVER'S WAS DANCING WIT THE HUGE CAMERA ON HIS HEAD... HAHAXX... DAMN FUN LAAA HE !!! : ) 

                       TOMORO NITE... WE'RE PLAYING WIT HOLY WATER !!! WATER FIGHT.... HEHE : ) THAT WILL BE MORE FUN.... RUNNING AROUND THE WHOLE TEMPLE LIKE A SO CALLED WET FREAK !! HAHAHAHAXX.... CANT WAIT WEYH !! ^_^

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^

                       

IVA !!! ^_^

RIENZZ

WILD BOAR RIDE !!! ^_^

HAHAHAXXX...

I MISS MY CONROWS HAIR !!! : (

HMMMM.....

WANNA GO CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE LAA.....

DAMN BORED OF IT REDI !!!

HEHE : )

VATHINI !!!

^_^

...LIFELESS...

HEHE : )

LOVE,

RIVA ^_^

RECALLING MEMORIES

Recalled memories.....

Sweet ones...

Sweet ones : 

- The first time i chatted wit a guy ( Deepak ) till late nite....

- Me and Vani running around the whole skool trying to get away from Sham...

- Eating Nasi Lemak wit kaver, hanu and others in the bilik persalinan...

- Acting silly without bothering hu's watching...

-Eying HAWT guyz...

-Fighting wit kaver and then getting back togetha....

-Freaked out afta hearing sumtin in the skool toilet during camp...

-Screaming afta looking at my bow thinking that it was a worm that i touched...

-Bathing wit a frog beside me during camp...

-Sleeping with the lights on wen i was a kid...

-Playing a fool in Previnaa's house...

-Acting like doin a research on flowers but actualli wen to see a HAWT guy behind Previnaa's houz...

-Wearing the exact clothes wit my cousin sis...

- Being close to all my uncle's fwens...

-Dancing in front of hundreds of ppl during aunt's wedding dinner...

-Eating Mee Hoon at the back of the kitchen wen there was a function goin on...

-Dancing under the rain...

-The ******* scene under the rain...

-Learning hw to dance wit a guy...

-Crapping and playing a fool with pillows...

-Talking to My Teddie

-Getting the name of Nail Freak....

-******* sumone with all me heart...

-******* sumone instead of SLAPPING em'

-Eating ice cream under the rain....

-There were FIREWORKS rite afta sumone came to where i was standing...

-Dancing with fwens with full concentration on FUN...

-Telling Ray hw scared i was....

-Dana telling me to release tension by shaking hands with him... LOL : )

- AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT IM TOO LAZY AND TOO HURT TO LIST DOWN !!!

LOVE,

RiVa ^_^

DANCING !!!

OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DANCING ON STAGE THAT DAY...
WAS AWESOME !!!!

IT DID RAIN....
BUT EVERYTHING WAS FINE AFTA THAT....
THERE WERE FIREWORKS AND STUFFS...
GOSH... AMAZING I TELL U !!!

OH OH ANDHUH.....
RAYMOND !!!!!!!!!!!!
YEA......
IT WAS F-AWESOME WIT HIM !!!
THRU OUT THE WHOLE PRACTICE AND MEETINGS WE HAD....
THERE WAS A LOT OF FUN....
CRAPPING AND DOIN NONSENSE....
PLAYING A FOOL WHILE DANCING....
EATING NUGGETS...
OH AND PRANK CALLING PPL !!!! HEHE : )

ON THE BIG DAY ( which was last nite )
THE FINAL POSE...
RAY GAVE ME A LOOK THAT HE HAD NEVA GIVEN ME BE4....
AND I WAS LIKE..
SO BLURR I TELL U........
WHEN I SAW IT....
I TRIED TO CONTROL MY LAUGH....
BUT I BURST OUT LAUGHING AWAY.....
ON STAGE FOR GOODNESS SAKE !!!
THAT WHOLE SCENE APPEARED SO WELL ON KAVER'S CAMERA...
THE PIC WAS AN AWESOME SHOT I TELL U !!!
WE BOTH PLANNED TO SET IT AS OUR PROF PIC....
CANT WAIT FOR THAT....
HEHE : )


LOVE,
Riva ^_^

I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS HAPPENING...

I DUNNO WATS GOIN ON...
AND ALL IM DOIN IS....
IGNORING EVERYTHING !!!!


SINCE U HAVE A PATH TO WALK ON...
GO AHEAD...
NO ONE'S STOPPING U....


OH ANDHUH.....
HAVE FUN !!!




LOVE,
RIVA ^_^

FUCK U ASSHOLE !!!

LOVE GAVE U THE GUTS ?!
MY ASS LAA.....


U MAKE SURE U DUN APPEAR...
OR I WOULD DO SUMTIN RELI STUPID...
AND U'LL REGRET IT !!!


OR I'LL JUZ DO SUMTIN STUPID TO MYSELF 
AND THE REASON WOULD BE BECAUSE OF U !!!
IF U DUN WANT THAT.... THEN DONT !!!!


U HAVE NO IDEA HW UPSET  AM I RITE NOW....
U SPOILED MY WHOLE MOOD !!!!
THX A LOT BIG BOY !!!!!!!!!!!!
UR JUZ SO GOOD AT THIS STUFFS.....
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK LAA !!!
ASSHOLE.....
='(






Love,
Riva ^_^

Valentine !!!

This time....

I dunno if i have a valentine or nt...

But i do love sumone...

On Valentine's Day...

We're playing....

Valentine Dare !!!

Gonna let everyone noe hw much i love them...

And wen i say everyone...I mean EVERYONE !!!!

Lolx....This is gonna be sooo Awesomee !! : )

Dunno wat else i gonna do.....

Crap the whole day....

Definitely i'll be so hyper !!!!!

Thats for sure....

Hmm.....I'll be way happy on that day !!!

The day will be completely perfect if it could Rain....

So i can eat my Fav Vanilla ice cream and play under the rain !! ^_^

Love,

Riva ^_^

TONGUE !!!

RESHAN IS IN LOVE WITH MY TONGUE !!!!!!!!!!!
I DUNNO WAT IS WRONG WIT HIM !!!
EVEN VIREIN ASKED " OUT OF ALL THE BODY PARTS..Y TONGUE ?! "
HAHAXX.....DAMN RANDOM LAAA !!!!


And he was like " u dare to do stuffs ah !!! "
Juz becoz i licked the science lab chair and the rusted pipe !!!
So i said.... I have lucky tongue !!! Lolx...
Since then...
Reshan keeps askin me to show my tongue to him.....
And each time he sees it... He'll be like
" Omg... damn long weyh... I want ur tongue..Damn nice laa !!! I feel like pulling it.....Damn nice weyh !!!! " 
Hahahaxx... I mean like.. is he serious ?!
Hilarious laa that guy...






Love,
Riva ^_^

SAD AND THEN HAPPY !!!

SAD :     - HEARING NONSENSE FROM PPL....

               - I STILL DUNNO IF ITS TRUE OR NT....

               - RETURNED BACK EVERYTHING ASSHOLE GAVE ME...

               - HAD TO FORGET HIM...

               - A LOT MORE REASONZZ !!!

HAPPY :   - GOT A LIL' EXPLANATION...

                  - GAVE SUMONE ANOTHER CHANCE TO MAKE THINGS BY 
                     ACTIONS...

                  - NO DISTURBANCE...

                  - A COMPLETE FOCUS ON MY EDUCATION...

                  - DUN HAVE TO BOTHER ABOUT WATS HAPPENING...

                  - NO MORE WORRIES...

                  - GONNA SMILE NON STOP LIKE A MACHINE !!!

Love,

Riva ^_^

I FORGOT MY BLOGG : (

Thanks to EMO FACE !!!
OR I WOULD'VE  COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT MY BLOG...
* sob sob *


I didnt update loads of stuff !!!
Haizzzz...And im feeling damn lazy to update all of it !!!
Too long laa.....


Hmmm....
Maybe i'll make it super short !!!! Like me... LOL : )






Love,
Riva ^_^

TIME TO LET GO

HUNNIE...

GUEZZ EVERYTHING WE WENT THRU...

THE LOVE WE HAD...

IS COMIN TO AN END

I NEVA KNEW I COULD SAY THIS OUT BUT...

I CAN COZ I LOVED U SOO MUCH THAT IM STRONG ENOUGH TO LET U GO...

U SAID THAT..

U'LL WAIT FOR ME TO COME BACK TO U !!

U BETTA NOT DO THAT !!!!!!!!!! PLZZZZ

I WILL COME BACK TO U...

U NOE THAT...

BUT I DUNNO WAT IT WOULD BE FOR ?!

ALL I NOE IS THE FIRST THING ON THE LIST IS FOR FORGIVENESS 

AND TO SEE U LIVE HAPPILY !!! 

MAKE SURE U SMILE ALWIZ AND DUN 4GET " PIKKABOO "

HEHE : )

I MAY LOOK SO HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE...

BUT ON THE INSIDE...

TOTALY CRUSHED !!!

EVERYTHING THATS LEFT IS MEMORIES AND PURE LOVE...

BOTH OF IT WILL NEVA FADE UNLESS SUM KINDA MIRACLES HAPPEN...

BUT MY ONI MIRACLE IS U !!!

SO HW NOW ?!  HEHE : )

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^_^

HYPER REDI LAA NOW !!!

OH WAIT WAIT.. LET ME CRY !!!

* SOBS *    * WEEPS *

OKAY !!! DONE .... HEHE : )

BOO...................

HEHE : )

EH EH....EVERY WEEK MUZ EAT VANILLA ICE CREAM OKAY !!!...THE NESTLE ONE !!

AND PLAY UNDER THE RAIN ASO..BUT NOT TOO MUCH...

THEN U FALL SICK !!! SO JUZ FEEL IT LAAA......

I'LL LET THE RAIN NOE ABOUT US...

SO THAT WEN U FELL IT...

IT WONT MAKE U RECALL MEMORIES...

OR FEEL SAD !!! ^_^

H                                    

HU                                   

HUN                                

HUNN                              

HUNNI                            

HUNNIE                        

HUNNIE I                       

HUNNIE I L                   

HUNNIE I LO                

HUNNIE I LOV             

HUNNIE I LOVE      

HUNNIE I LOVE U      

HUNNIE I LOVE U !    

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!  
HUNNIE I LOVE U !!!

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! R

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RI

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RIE

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RIEN

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RIENZ

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RIENZZ              ^_^                   0(o_o)0                       4EVA !!!
HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RIENZ
HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RIEN
HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RIE
HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! RI

HUNNIE I LOVE U !!! R 
HUNNIE I LOVE U !!!

HUNNIE I LOVE U !! 

HUNNIE I LOVE U !   

HUNNIE I LOVE U   

HUNNIE I LOVE        

HUNNIE I LOV         

HUNNIE I LO            

HUNNIE I L              

HUNNIE I                  

HUNNIE                     

HUNNI                        

HUNN                          

HUN                             

HU                                

H                                

NOW I NOE HW IT HURTS !!!

GUEZZ SHEZ GONE 4 REAL DIZ TIME...EVERYTIN HAPENZZ 4 A REASON...
THTZ LIFE I GUEZZ....ALWIZ FOOLIN UZ...MAKE UZ GO THRU TRASH...LOLZZ...
HV FUN HUNNIEE..TC....BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....0(o_o)0








Okay....
Gone for real....
Life's alwiz fooling us....
Go thru Trash ?!
So...
Ur trying to say....
Wat we went thru is TRASH ?!
LOL :)
i get it...its k !!!
Afta all....
This is notin compared to wat kinda pain u went thru...
Rite Hunnie ?!


Hee :)
Gosh...
Dunno wat to say laaa....
Dunno wat to do aso !!!
Should i cry or laugh ????
Maybe BOTH !!!




Im gonna be reli difren from now onwards !!!
Dun give a damn about ppl nowadayz !!!
Juz stick wit my BUDDIEZ...


And i'll show u THAT I'VE MOVED ON !!!!




Love,
Riva ^_^

Guezz every insane decision is for the BEST !!! :(

yeaahhh

:)

BYEEE

tc hunn

hv fun kayzz

bt nt 2 muchh

lolzzzz

=P

hahax

BYEE

Love,

Riva ^_^

Hunnie :(

My mom was having a convo wit kavina's mom....
And they were like.....
They dun have to go if they have transport problem....
Coz my familiy and kavina's will be at seremban !!!
So.....
I dunno wats gonna happen !!!!
Juz pray hard kayzz.....
I hope i can make it :(
But i'll oni be back at 7 u noe....
So...I'll try my level best !!!


:(  :(  :(  :(  :(  :(  :(  :(  :(        !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(






Love,
Riva ^_^

Saturday !!!

Anytin as long as i have u by my side HUNNIE !!! ^_^

Love,

Riva ^_^

FUCKED UP FREN !!!

Eh Nutzz...
U betta watch out kayzzzz......
U think ur hell of a great izit ?!
Pls laa....
As far as i noe...
All humans have brains...
But u...I dun think so..
Ur just a creature from planet MARS !!!


So wat if u hate him ?!
Doesnt mean i have to....
Doesnt mean u can say anytin u want about him okay...
HE'S MA FWEN !!!
i may not be close to him...
But i noe he's a great guy !!!


I may look like a princess on the outside...
But at timezzz....
I'll have to be a devil !!!


IDIOT !!!!
U juz lost ur respect...
U can now be my WORLD'S GREATEST ****ED UP FREN !!!
Congratzzz arse !!!






Love,
Riva ^_^

A Pinky Love Story

Pink Pink Pink !!!
Seriously a RM 200.00 shirt is too much !!!
Im gonna kill u wen i see u !!!
Mark my word asshole =P






Love,
Riva ^_^

A small FLASHBACK !!!

Hunnie....
Today....
A frend of mine was telling me about her LOVE ...
She and her guy had a small misunderstanding....
They broke up...The guy left her without understanding a single thing about wat happen !!!
And i realized that i went thru the same thing...
The amount of tears I shed....
All the pain i went thru...
GOSH !!!!
I'll neva forget it ....


Thank God...
I HAD U !!!!!
I still rememba...
Rite afta i heard the stupid news...
U hold me tight in ur arms and u said...
" Everything will be fine !!! "


And now...
Everything is PERFECTLY FINE !!!
Thank u sooo much HUNNIE......


Seriously...
A ' thank u ' is not enough to express hw grateful i am to have u...
Its juz that...
There r no words to say it out....
Coz even if there were...
It wont be strong enough !!!


Damn !!!
Im still not satisfied u noe....


Hunnie...
I juz love u soo much !!!!






Love,
Riva ^_^

Whats it without u !!!

Hunnie...


Without u is like...


A life without music
A human without hunger
A desert without sand
A sea without islands
A puppy without cuteness
A body without blood
A surrounding without air
A word without meaning
A voice without sound


and...


A lil' gal without love from YOU !!!




Im missin' u sooo much !!!!
LUV YA LOTZAAA NUTZZZ ^_^






Love,
Riva ^_^

I have u !!!

DO WHT MAKES U HAPPY..B WIT HU MAKES U SMILE..
LAUGH S MUCH S U BREATH..LOVE AS LONG AS U LIVE...



Hunnie !!!!!!!!!!!
i have u laa......


I DUN HAVE TO DO ANYTIN THAT MAKES ME HAPPY
COZ U DO STUFFS THAT TAKE ME TO THE TOP OF THE WORLD !!!


 I DUN NEED TO BE WITH SUMONE THAT MAKES ME SMILE...
COZ I HAVE U TO MAKE ME LAUGH !!!


I LAUGH AS MUCH I BREATHE...
COZ U R THERE BY MY SIDE !!!


IM LOVING AS I LONG AS IM LIVING...
COZ MY LOVE IS MY LIFE !!!


WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR ???!!!
WHEN I ALREDI HAVE U... ^_^






All i wanna say izz...


I LOVE U ASSHOLE !!!
Hahaxxx... 0(o_o)0


Love,
Riva ^_^